20 Nov 2011

heehaw all the time

hiii hellies! it's lazy sunday. nowhere to go,stay at my room all day long. took a shower at 2pm and lunch at 4 pm,what a lifeeee :D weather does really support the day lol teacher's day is almost near. heels hurt my leg alot. gonna be superbusy these few days,big big big UGHHH. luckily,last night quality taimm heal everything messed :p really crave more. arrived home lately,again my eyes did HAHA. the time when you feel so sleepy & you force your eyes for being so wide awake,imagine and do it. kthanksbyeee! ♥



29 Sep 2011

lemme answer

Copied this from :http://chrestella-lim.blogspot.com/
let's answer

Let’s start off with your relationship status:
i swear,i don't know how to answer this question HAHA

Could you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
are you fckin kidding me? no

Have you been disappointed in the past three days?
a big NO

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
bathroom's wall

Are you alone right now?
no :D

Have you ever kissed someone who was high?
yes,my dad

Have you ever fallen asleep in school?
one,two,three lets count

Who’s the biggest douche bag that you know?
I don't know

Do you like anyone?
yes :)

What about dislike anyone?
ofcourse

Do you have empty bottles of alcohol anywhere?
don't get the empty or even the full one

Who was last to slap your butt?
michelle!

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
-

Relationships or one night stands ?
relationships!

Where is your biological father right now?
is there chemical father?

Honestly, did you really love the last person you said I love you to?
MUCH <3

What do you usually do right away when you wake up?
reach my blackberry

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
-

If you caught your significant other cheating on you what would you do?
-

Ever sat in someone’s lap because there were no more seats in a vehicle?
lol never

Do you have sex everyday?
..........NO

Last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom

What’s the closest black thing to you?
my blackberry

What were you doing last night at midnight?
i were in dreamland

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
no ms perfect in this world

Is there anyone in the room with you?
home alone now

Can you honestly say you’re okay right now?
ohyess

Is any part of your body sore?
my tigh

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
seventeen

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
nooo

Do you want a tattoo?
yes if my mom allowed me to

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
lol you think i'm lesbi?

Next time you will kiss someone?
...is thinking

What are you planning on doing after this?
shut down my lappie,and study my chemist

Ever kissed someone that smokes?
ewwwww a big big no

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
i can't -,-

Anything surprising happen lately?
noo until today

Whens the last time you fell asleep on the couch?
-

Do you believe what comes around goes around?
yes

What song are you currently listening to?
price tag

Waiting for anything?
yessss :D

If you had a tree that could grow anything you want, what would it grow?
money and happiness :)

Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?
no

What are you excited about?
sleep all day long

You’re single, why?
this is not the right time for me to be in a relationship maybe :D

Something you really want right now?
................................................... amin

Did you drink anything with alcohol this week?
i'm a girl w/o alcohol

Do you know anyone who’s been in jail?
no

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
you're totally wrong. it's my mom

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
lipsss

Are you nice to everyone?
it depends on how they treat me

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yes i'm gushy

Are you someone’s best friend?
yes :D

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
yes!

Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
choose camping if you are a mosquitos lover ;p

17 Sep 2011

random feelings inside

hii hellies,give my widest smile while i open the refrigerator. heavenly,full of chocolates. and acnes are so welcome,just did face treatment with mom last day. keep blabbering on me,this is the reason of those chocolates. feel like can't stop mucnhing them. snapped some photos,yes i'm too relaxed.


just got home hours ago. feel so tired,did school modelling audition. shitty heels,really. got random feelings. happy in sudden,angry in sudden and sad. have so many things spinning around my mind days ago. seems like everything screws up! have no intention to talk about it but really i need somewhere to pour them all out before i goes mad. everybody is so fuckin selfish and so i am. for the helliest hell,i don't like that situation. kthanksbye! ☺

30 Agu 2011

totally blank

hiii helliess. nothing to do,what-to-do list is totally blank. emm had a great dinner at jade w/ michellewijaya last sunday♥ boring holiday,however i love this than school day,exactly! will head to prapat tomorrow,better stay at home buttt home alone is out of ability lol 5 days no news,ahh so missy ):
snapped some random picts,here they are.










16 Agu 2011

citizen laying on bed


*ID* happy 66th independence day Indonesia. hope the best four you beloved country. i'm proud to be an indonesian :D
i'm a good citizen actually but way too lazy to attend the ceremony at school. while people are putting their hands up on their head,i'm lazying on my bed,sleep well here and get a nice dream tahaaa. emm it's my bro bornday,mom cooked deliciass dishes and someone will arrive my home soon nyehehhh,bye..

15 Agu 2011

kiddo oh mommah

heliesshi,stressed out of exams and i need holiday soon before i went mad. again,i can't guess what's in my mom's mind. she often come to my room these lately weeks and ask me so many things. and have just argued with her about college. what she said and i got it,really. i'm just five y.o kiddo in her eyes. yes i can't stand alone,i can't do anything. but i need time to start them,do them alone. but what? she said i can't i can't and i can't. woahhhh stressed! i love her for caring mehh,and i know every mommah in this world do the same. i think i won't married and stay with her forever,i repeat forever! you should get what i mean! bye..

13 Agu 2011

short story

hiiiiiiii hellies. just posted just now post-link to twitter and someone caught it. read every single posts i've posted since the very first time i started to type everthing i can't say out in the reality. i choose to tell everything at here rather than say them out hardly. i have no intention to delete all those old posts. let them be as dust-posts in way i can re-read them and realize how pathetic my old posts are:D tell all the stories behind that dustiess and feel a little bit free, past's past right? no need to complicate it. emmm i have nothing else to type,back to my first doing-list ; study.
see ya! ☺

helly resurrection ☺

saying helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!♪
busy weeks,have so many things to do ; homeworks and exams are so not welcome,sigh!
did bad at presentation,got eleven minus,however we've tried our best.
emmm emm wondering something,something which is so complicated.
need mood-booster,often lost my mood in sudden and helliesss,it happened without any reason.
brunos and friends are stepped aside,have played "thingy covers" for more than 30 times i think teheeeeee♥
got a song from someone,so mean! was created by himself yeyyy. will do the cover when i get paradisooo free day,see ya! ☺

5 Agu 2011

a happy is back!

hiiiii bedbug ☺ long time i did'nt update any and didn't touch this blog. MISSY!
just got home,will have chemistexam tomorrow. have to go to Emy for monthly bracets control tonight. captured so many photos at school these lately two days. and hell from so many photos,i'm just looked good at some of them *blaming my face*

blame my bangs


and this is,with lovely sanny ♥

ilovewhatidoandilovewhatyoublame:D

Cute Running Puppy