ok hi. i'm getting terrible each day. woke up at 11,thought it was only 9. read something i called sh!t and it messed me till i got an explanation. felt a bit relieved yet it didn't help too much,sssiigghhh! have any idea about promise? for me,promise is just a promise. it's not more than just 7 letters. how can people trust your new promise if you haven't fulfilled even you've failed the old one? make it clear then. don't blame the one who made the promise,everyone want to do something better,blame people who trust it so much. i think that someone ain't me?
anyway,my driving lesson will start tomorrow and i don't have any mood to. mom cooked steamboat and it messed me more. used to sit beside me,had quality taim together,chatted,laughter coloured that moment. seems like everything that people do,is so messing me around.
could i just climb to the highest building,have my eyes closed and jump down? kayyy,the time when you feel this blog has no more lifes,no more posts,no more updates,maybe i'm shuffling at heaven right at that time,LOL
so,what will you do if your mind tell you yes about letting go but your heart tell you "no,you lie yourself"?
"No one is ever going to always be there no matter what they promise to you. You just gotta suck it up and accept it." - Hey Arnold
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