emphasizing

the saddest feeling ever,watching people you used to know very well had turned to be wicked. i still can't believe and bcause of it i should emphasize myself off from what i really want this long. what a very big S I G H.
anyway,idk whether i will keep posting or gonna stop for a long time. packed half of my things in 2 big trunks and rightly hell they are still not enough. how i wish i could move out my wardrobe directly. busy days will come soon. 4 days to work and wish me so so many lucks. i should change my sleep schedule immediately. god bless everyone and also me indeed. pathetic for emphasizing myself off from what i've been really craving. sad? indescribeable. bye :(