je veux le meilleur

hi. ought to learn how to prepare everything by myself. being forced in a certain condition will make you change. distressed part ever,there will be no one that gotta do it for me anymore :( it used to be mom. no blabbers from her,no spoiling to her will make my days worse to the gist,no doubt at all. a short sentence which is extremely true. life outside of school is hard. thought it would be a pleasuring freedom seemingly totally wrong. could i be forever student? when the things i need to worried about were study,homeworks and tests only. so unwilling to be apart from my lovely bed and its friends. gonna miss my four beloved loves,seriously. got another chance for not having any distance from everything which has been stuck so tight with me. yet keep going and never quit for something you think is good for yourself. be an independent and stop depending on others. don't stress yourself with unnecessary things,in truth they're totally so not worth it. in other case,i'm not a dulled-selfish. i want people around me get the best for themselves and i get my own gladness of it. not an ordinary one-unspoken sentiment. and start from now on,i will carry out things which gotta lead me to contentment. won't really give damns anymore,give my widest smile to the loudest laugh.
anyway,edwin has left medan. so deplored for not having any quality taim with him. wishing many lucks for this dirty best pal.
suddenly feel interested with french hahaha. wishing everyone has a good day. au revoir! :)


"the more you grow up,the more shit things you will understand about life and also the more sucks people you'll meet in it."


"keep head held high and middle finger even higher."