kick the woebegone

hi. life is prettay with foods. i eat too much everyday though i realize it's not good for my flank. yes i've been over-greedy for a week. some said that i'm lucky. i eat whatever and whenever i want to. no need to worry about my weight. don't need to think and get stressed of diet schedule. don't need to do exercise to sink potbelly. eat like a hog monster and gain no weight. but i don't wish any for being like this. i still wonder where the hell were all the foods which had been swallowed? no answer,as always hahaha.
now i know that i shouldn't put my happiness based on my expectation. bcause when unpredictable things come and ruin everything you've expected,they will seize your happiness away with them,in a time. i hope i can take mine back even it should take long times :)
anyway,someone has sent me text about "how to reach happiness". 10 points to go:

1. release all the apprehensives & all the fears
2. throw revenge word away
3. stop complaint
4. finish problems one by one
5. don't bring your problems to sleep
6. don't mind others' business
7. live the present not the past
8. be a good listener & learn from others
9. think positive
10. plant thankfulness

they're all quite difficult to be done,seriously? July is waiting,no wishing lists,just be a better month than this naughty June. i also hope that i really end my status for being an unemployment,very soon. somehow i can feel deadly bored,passing my days through eating and sleeping. i hope everything will be heavenly much better and maybe ...? quite impossible but yes i hope so :)

"all the art of living lies in a fine mingling of holding on and letting go."

"it's not the goodbye that hurts,but the flashbacks that follow."