regrettably

so fucked up. a precious one minute. 7 minutes are bloody hell null-never exist. one minute only,how pathetic you know,sigh!
did instrospection to myself in the midnight. interrogate myself,take apart of everything i've ever did this long. and hell,why does regret always come late? people always like that. when everything has been messed up,they rethink what they've done and regret. feeling so dumb. why i didn't rethink before i did those things? finally  found the exact answer. ain't that i'm not an understanding people. but i wasn't so. way too childish at that time,too selfish. wanted to be understood but didn't want to understand. that was so me. some people are way too coward to admit their bad. try to have the guts to admit. you will always think you're right instead of admitting. problems do really change people's mind,be more mature than before. i do really know,i don't need efforting to change bcause i'm already so,indeed. the most regrettably is why i didn't do that from the first? 


marshmallow is missing jelly,so bad