dumb enough

 hi. how's life? mine is totally messed and ruined. idk what had happened anymore. my wish hasn't been granted yet. things getting worse each day. why? why me? why it happened to me? why should be me? no one can answer my question. yes,no one can help me out. no one can cheer me. everything goes fucked up. idc what people said abt me. you think i'm not tired of being hubbub like this? i just wish i could improve what i've ruined. my sorry can't heal anything.....so lol -.-