mystical dream

hi. i'm so sleepy yet i can't really fell asleep. got nightmare these lately. i often dreamt kind of it but i never felt like this before. keep dreaming over the same thing,the stories go on and way like it's trying to gimme clue or tell me something. i know it's kinda dumb but there's something that make me feel this way. i can't even think logically,oh gosh! well. am i that pretty cool? have been trying to trashed everything and this feeling away,far away from my mind. seemingly it will accompany me every night. how loyal aight! it screwed me to inner like really and my feeling get something called queer now. does the story in my dream really happen,will happen or have happened? actually,the less i give a fuck the happier i will be. but the problem is....