merry de' christmas

spent christmas night with beloved ones. life has been so splendid and i hope it will still be like this for aheads. good news that Edwin is coming back to hometown,so we had dinner and had quality time with ma' greatest folks and one additional person :B

yea,we gathered without Fedrik. he will come back soon on feb. i think Santa was on my side on that day. granted things i wished before. so far,they're still the best ones,ever! and the sweetest sweet gave me a moment that worth to be remembered. 

last night was not too good,but i'm still so glad and so grateful for what i have,and i enjoy now much :)♥

"everything comes in time to those who can wait." - Francois Rabelais

suck-es

have u ever felt kind of that hurt feeling,not bcause u're being hurted,yet u're the one who hurted them? the feeling is just way so sucks than it might seems. another stupid things i did to people around me. and the heck happened to me,am still a childish. pieces of me are craving for those nights when everything's so intact and complete. and hell,the feeling keep haunting me. have u ever felt it? bcause i feel it now.

frolic

let's talk abt outbound. it was quite fun and nice except my over tanned-skin. face,hands and both thighs were totally burnt by mr sun. so much fun and gonna miss this trip a lot. anyway,we just gave simple surprise to another beloved mom. here are some photos :D

                         

ignore my burnt face :'(

the last triple twelve

heyhooo. it's triple twelve day and the last day of my first semester's final exam. everything was quite good except accounting subject. i should retake it at the next semester,surely :( i used the last minutes to write some damp-ie sentences to my lecture instead of finish them quickly. i was so really despaired. God should bless me this time...

what i want now is escaping myself.....

those butterflies

"you know you're in love when all those stupid love songs start to make sense. when he's the first thing you think of in the morning and the last thing you think of before you go to bed. when you can talk for hours about nothing together and have the best time. when you still love him after you got mad of him for something stupid. when time and distance start to mean nothing. and when you type or read these sentences,you only thought of one person."

random

Day 1 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
- not supposed to be told in public.........

Day 2 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
- anywhere while everything is good

Day 3 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
- once you try,addict forever

Day 4 - Your views on religion.
- honestly said,i'm not a religious person. but i do believe in God :)

Day 5 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
- i'm not that dulled.

Day 6 - Write 30 facts about yourself.
- 1. i'm moody  2. i'm so skinny  3. i'm the tallest girl in class  4. i have blonde hair  5. addicted to sosical network  6. i got stressed easily  7. still so childish  8. have two brothers  9. the only daughter  10. a pampered kiddo  11. grandpa spoils me a lot  12. so fad  13. i ever uploaded some videos to ytube  14. i can listen to my favorite songs for a night long  15. a stubborn  16. i hate being ignored  17. but i love to ignore whenever i want to  18. used to be a dilligent student  19. lazybones  20. sleepyhead  21. i can spend a day long staying in bedroom  22. love to watching people's cover  23. love singing but i don't have a good voice  24. i can sleep at everywhere i'd like to  25. currently working at aunty's travel company  26. i eat like monster yet not gaining weight  27. i love to make people mad  28. wearing braces  29. i yawn more than 5 times a day  30. sleep addicted

Day 7 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
- pisces

Day 8 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
- when i got things what i want,feel so blessed

Day 9 - How you hope your future will be like.
- everything is going to be good. working comfortably with nice salary. passing days pleasantly

Day 10 - Discuss your first love.
- i'm still a kiddo at that time :p

Day 11 - Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
- 1. single awareness day - joseph vincent  2. call me maybe - carly rae jepsen  3. payphone - maroon5  4. nothing on you - bruno mars  5. our first time - bruno mars  6. nothing - the script  7.  angel - cody simpson  8. let me love you - neyo  9. stole my heart - 1D  10.  laserlight - jessie j ft guetta

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
- hahahaa

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
- new york,france

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
- :p

Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
- i stop playing tumblr

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
- idk

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
- too many things

Day 18 - Your beliefs.
- in God

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
- nooo.

Day 20 - How important you think education is.
- how important you think job is?

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
- just for laughs gag

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
- idk,but i changed a lot

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
- lazy!

Day 24 - Your favorite movie.
- ..........

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
- ahahhaaha :p

Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
- too many....

Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
- final exam is a serious trouble

Day 28 - Something that you miss.
- :)

Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
- gain weight pleaseeeeee 

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month
- it's better left them untold 

december

time flies really so fast. doomsday is in front of us lol. anyway hi december! hope all my exams will run smoothly with proper results ; everything goes well ; mom will give me freedom even just a bit he-he. some things always happen far from expectation. sometimes they can worsen your days but sometimes they can made your days. currently always end up my night by listening to one direction - little things. those simple tones with sweet lyrics have effectively attract me so :)♥

Noah: "You wanna dance with me?"

Allie: "Sure. Now?"

Noah: "Mmm Hmm"

Allie: "You're not supposed to dance in the street."

Noah: "You are supposed to dance in the street."

Allie: "Yeah, but we don't have any music."

Noah: "Well, we'll make some... Bum bum bum bum bum bum..."

Allie: "You're a terrible singer."

Noah: "I know."

Allie: "And I like this song.” 

love is unpredictable,confusing,exciting yet so scary. you fall for someone totally unexpectedly,wondering if it will work yet you're so happy knowing you found it but scared you might lose it and not knowing if you could ever live without it again.

"it’s the same with people who say, ‘whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.’ even people who say this must realize that the exact opposite is true. what doesn’t kill you maims you,cripples you,leaves you weak,makes you whiny and full of yourself at the same time. the more pain,the more pompous you get. whatever doesn’t kill you makes you incredibly annoying.” 

-Rob Sheffield-


“i always hated when my scars started to fade,because as long as i could still see them,i knew why i was hurting.” 

-Jodi Picoult-



“isn't it funny how the memories you cherish before a farewell can become your worst enemies afterwards? the thoughts you loved to think about,the memories you wanted to hold up to the light and view from every angle--it suddenly seems a lot safer to lock them in a box,far from the light of day and throw away the key. it's not an act of bitterness. it's an act if self-preservation. it's not always a bad idea to stay behind the window and look out at life instead,is it?” 

- Ally Condie-

em-jeh

hell-ow! now i know the reason why most of my family members always say the same thing abt my mom. "she is so lucky for having a hubby like him." yeah,i'm lucky too for having a dad like him. yes,i may looked a bit weird for talking this. bcause the one who understand what i'm talking abt is only me hihi,whatever.
not too many things to do,spent my free-thursday by watching RM 118 and searched some unique doodles by marc johns.

"they didn’t agree on much. in fact,they didn’t agree on anything. they fought all the time and challenged each other every day. but despite their differences,they had one important thing in common. they were crazy about each other.”  - NSparks