31 Mei 2013
29 Mei 2013
so hi. i'm in a terribly messed mood. everyone is sickening me off nowadays. people around me are like transforming into a flock of irritating beings, no exception. everything i do, whatever i say, they seem like something which are smelled so icky. those nights where i have second thoughts about everything and nothing feels right anymore. when nothing seems enough, when the world feels like its falling apart, when i feel no one there. what a pathetic life i'm living in, so yeah i hope my parents will stop deem me as a 5 years old kiddo. big sigh for these days.
the difference between the right word and the almost right word is the difference between lightning and a lightning bug. - Mark Twain
26 Mei 2013
hi. again,i left this blog. it's so hollow now. another escapement when i feel hubbub only. when i try to review everything i've ever posted, 95% of them are abt dampen things. things i have are way too pathetic for being owned by me and everything seems so dead now. i even lost all the words i want to type just now. fml
1 Mei 2013
head begins to spin, heart beats faster than usual, yet u feel ur pulse missing. this is a sign of falling in love. many find love is a funny feeling that causes butterflies to fly in ur stomach and spend sleepless nights without having to feel drowsy the next day. nothing seems right, yet nothing ever seems to go wrong. u find urself smiling and begin to lose ur real self. u look in the mirror, but u don't find urself there. it is that man who stole ur heart smiling back at u, teasing u.
"love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker."