20 Nov 2011

heehaw all the time

hiii hellies! it's lazy sunday. nowhere to go,stay at my room all day long. took a shower at 2pm and lunch at 4 pm,what a lifeeee :D weather does really support the day lol teacher's day is almost near. heels hurt my leg alot. gonna be superbusy these few days,big big big UGHHH. luckily,last night quality taimm heal everything messed :p really crave more. arrived home lately,again my eyes did HAHA. the time when you feel so sleepy & you force your eyes for being so wide awake,imagine and do it. kthanksbyeee!

29 Sep 2011

lemme answer

Copied this from :http://chrestella-lim.blogspot.com/
let's answer

Let’s start off with your relationship status:
i swear,i don't know how to answer this question HAHA

Could you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
are you fckin kidding me? no

Have you been disappointed in the past three days?
a big NO

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
bathroom's wall

Are you alone right now?
no :D

Have you ever kissed someone who was high?
yes,my dad

Have you ever fallen asleep in school?
one,two,three lets count

Who’s the biggest douche bag that you know?
I don't know

Do you like anyone?
yes :)

What about dislike anyone?

Do you have empty bottles of alcohol anywhere?
don't get the empty or even the full one

Who was last to slap your butt?

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?

Relationships or one night stands ?

Where is your biological father right now?
is there chemical father?

Honestly, did you really love the last person you said I love you to?

What do you usually do right away when you wake up?
reach my blackberry

When was the last time you were told you were cute?

If you caught your significant other cheating on you what would you do?

Ever sat in someone’s lap because there were no more seats in a vehicle?
lol never

Do you have sex everyday?

Last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom

What’s the closest black thing to you?
my blackberry

What were you doing last night at midnight?
i were in dreamland

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
no ms perfect in this world

Is there anyone in the room with you?
home alone now

Can you honestly say you’re okay right now?

Is any part of your body sore?
my tigh

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?

Have you kissed the last person you texted?

Do you want a tattoo?
yes if my mom allowed me to

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
lol you think i'm lesbi?

Next time you will kiss someone?
...is thinking

What are you planning on doing after this?
shut down my lappie,and study my chemist

Ever kissed someone that smokes?
ewwwww a big big no

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
i can't -,-

Anything surprising happen lately?
noo until today

Whens the last time you fell asleep on the couch?

Do you believe what comes around goes around?

What song are you currently listening to?
price tag

Waiting for anything?
yessss :D

If you had a tree that could grow anything you want, what would it grow?
money and happiness :)

Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

What are you excited about?
sleep all day long

You’re single, why?
this is not the right time for me to be in a relationship maybe :D

Something you really want right now?
................................................... amin

Did you drink anything with alcohol this week?
i'm a girl w/o alcohol

Do you know anyone who’s been in jail?

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
you're totally wrong. it's my mom

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?

Are you nice to everyone?
it depends on how they treat me

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yes i'm gushy

Are you someone’s best friend?
yes :D

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?

Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
choose camping if you are a mosquitos lover ;p

17 Sep 2011

random feelings inside

hii hellies,give my widest smile while i open the refrigerator. heavenly,full of chocolates. and acnes are so welcome,just did face treatment with mom last day. keep blabbering on me,this is the reason of those chocolates. feel like can't stop mucnhing them. snapped some photos,yes i'm too relaxed.

just got home hours ago. feel so tired,did school modelling audition. shitty heels,really. got random feelings. happy in sudden,angry in sudden and sad. have so many things spinning around my mind days ago. seems like everything screws up! have no intention to talk about it but really i need somewhere to pour them all out before i goes mad. everybody is so fuckin selfish and so i am. for the helliest hell,i don't like that situation. kthanksbye! ☺

30 Agt 2011

totally blank

hiii helliess. nothing to do,what-to-do list is totally blank. emm had a great dinner at jade w/ michellewijaya last sunday♥ boring holiday,however i love this than school day,exactly! will head to prapat tomorrow,better stay at home buttt home alone is out of ability lol 5 days no news,ahh so missy ):
snapped some random picts,here they are.

16 Agt 2011

citizen laying on bed

*ID* happy 66th independence day Indonesia. hope the best four you beloved country. i'm proud to be an indonesian :D
i'm a good citizen actually but way too lazy to attend the ceremony at school. while people are putting their hands up on their head,i'm lazying on my bed,sleep well here and get a nice dream tahaaa. emm it's my bro bornday,mom cooked deliciass dishes and someone will arrive my home soon nyehehhh,bye..

15 Agt 2011

kiddo oh mommah

heliesshi,stressed out of exams and i need holiday soon before i went mad. again,i can't guess what's in my mom's mind. she often come to my room these lately weeks and ask me so many things. and have just argued with her about college. what she said and i got it,really. i'm just five y.o kiddo in her eyes. yes i can't stand alone,i can't do anything. but i need time to start them,do them alone. but what? she said i can't i can't and i can't. woahhhh stressed! i love her for caring mehh,and i know every mommah in this world do the same. i think i won't married and stay with her forever,i repeat forever! you should get what i mean! bye..

13 Agt 2011

short story

hiiiiiiii hellies. just posted just now post-link to twitter and someone caught it. read every single posts i've posted since the very first time i started to type everthing i can't say out in the reality. i choose to tell everything at here rather than say them out hardly. i have no intention to delete all those old posts. let them be as dust-posts in way i can re-read them and realize how pathetic my old posts are:D tell all the stories behind that dustiess and feel a little bit free, past's past right? no need to complicate it. emmm i have nothing else to type,back to my first doing-list ; study.
see ya! ☺

helly resurrection ☺

saying helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!♪
busy weeks,have so many things to do ; homeworks and exams are so not welcome,sigh!
did bad at presentation,got eleven minus,however we've tried our best.
emmm emm wondering something,something which is so complicated.
need mood-booster,often lost my mood in sudden and helliesss,it happened without any reason.
brunos and friends are stepped aside,have played "thingy covers" for more than 30 times i think teheeeeee♥
got a song from someone,so mean! was created by himself yeyyy. will do the cover when i get paradisooo free day,see ya! ☺

5 Agt 2011

a happy is back!

hiiiii bedbug ☺ long time i did'nt update any and didn't touch this blog. MISSY!
just got home,will have chemistexam tomorrow. have to go to Emy for monthly bracets control tonight. captured so many photos at school these lately two days. and hell from so many photos,i'm just looked good at some of them *blaming my face*

blame my bangs

and this is,with lovely sanny ♥


2 Jul 2011

i said this is not so important

just uploaded new video by Andrew Garcia,he's a good singerrrrrr♥

little bastard i loved.

bedbug,idk what's going on. i don't understand and seems like everything becomes sucks. i don't curse but it's a fact. the thing i've planned before,actually some of them were done. but after i'd known,it's such a rubbish now. 

26 Jun 2011

screw up

emm a short and pathetic hi from me. i slept at 3 last night. too many things're spinning in my mind. how i wish i could mushy them into a rubbish and throw it to dustbin. well i don't know how many times i've said hat i'm tired really fuckin superb shitty tired!!!
exhaustion of patience. am way too patient as a human nyeheh. i don't care anymore and i'm sure this time. too much pain and i better do leave all the asdfghjkl things behind. it's my time to move on ohyehh! \m/
i'm done with Eda's request,new one from Mr.DanialRon. that should be me is in my to-do list and i'm trying with AndrewGarcias' crazy too. See ya,dumb-er!:)

25 Jun 2011

tiny smile was back.

well,have no mood to update blog this lately week. have nothing to type about. last night,i got my tiny smile back. just a tiny-not a huge one yet. extremely happy cause of something. as poeple say,we can't lie to our own feelings. it's not as easy as blink your eyes or whatever. i said the truth about what had happened,wear a thick mask,shame. and as i guess before i can't control my eyes. i'm whining ohyeh again yes i'm whine. the point is that iknow you're still do :') still do.
made white horse cover and it's requested by EdaFlynee. broken guitar playing and again my fingeries were injured by the string. enjoy!:D

20 Jun 2011

i am nut.

holahhh! snapped some photos last night.

ohyeh,just uploaded new video. if you stay by Joseph V.
not a good vid,bad voice,bad guitar-playing :/ looks like a ghost,my bangs.

guess what,tomorrow is 22th,doomsday. prefer i wake up late than going to school for hours to take that report book. however i hope the best for the result.

16 Jun 2011

lazy me.

hii,just woke up from my long sleep. it's 12.10 am now,haven't taken my brunch and bath yet. hehehe. these are like my usual thing to do.
ohyeh this is what i called with holiday. be understanding madam,i just can do this in holiday. school really makes me become busy-man. wake up at 6am,come home in 5 pm. i just spend 12 hours at home. 8 hours,i use it for sleep. 4 hours,including the dinner and bath. arghhh,imagine how tired.
yehyeh whatever,i'm enjoying my holiday and i'll release all my tired in this lovely beloved holiday. SMOOCH:*

whoever this is,to be honest he/she is like beggar :/

14 Jun 2011

10 things about me.

The Rules:
- Each tagged person must tell things about themselves
- You have to choose and tag 10 person
- Go to their blog and tell them you tagged them
- No tags back
- Have fun!

The 10 things:
☺ i'm super thin,43kg.
☺ i'm tall enough,170cm.
☺ i love eating,in a day i can eat more than 4 times but i'm not fat,note it:D
☺ i use bracets and i'm not comfortable with it.
☺ i better shut up and pretend nothing happened than i have to fight them. doesn't mean i'm afraid or what but i make them as a dumb people. talk to my ass.
☺ you treat me good,i'll treat you best.
☺ spend my whole time with doing useless things.
☺ i'm lazy,i love sleep,i'd ever woken up at 4 pm.
☺ my worst habbit is if i want a new stuff i'll ask my dad to buy if for me and after i get it i use it no longer than 2 or 3 months and i'll put it in my board and byebye i won't touch it for longs time.
☺ i love God,family and of course my friends♥

I tag no-one.

so blank.

hi,short and simple. if you didn't say hi to me,i won't never ever known you. lol ok enough,i won't write about it.
ohyehh,my maid is too asdfghjkl i don't know why i can hate her so much. if i was allowed,i would chop chop chop her body into pieces grrr.
too tousled as a maid. i'm not un-polite or what but she's really erghhhhhh.
i don't know what i'm going to type. last night i waited like a dumb. i think you forgot :<

snapped this last night,while waiting haha i'm dumb. erghh see ya!:)

wondering it was me ):

13 Jun 2011


ahayyyy! wake up and it's still holiday. wearing silly sissy bossini kids shirt and short pants,sitting in front of the screen and typing the 2nd line.
wake up with swollen eyes and feel like last night i had some stages with mike tyson and chris john. i was done with whining till my pillow's wet at all. i'm childish oh yess i'm chaterine. so what? i don't care about other's thinking. if they like it let's be friend. they don't like? it's their right and it's not my business. kiss my ass! HAHA

uploaded new vid 2 days ago,enjoy!:D

11 Jun 2011

silly voices in the midnight.

ohh yehhhh! last night i got so many voicenotes from these 2 silly girls.
i can't imagine how silly their face and their expression.
if this asdfghjkl blog has add voicenote option i'll upload them! lol

visit them,they're pretty and cuteeeeee <3


a big muahmuah for them hihihihihi (;

10 Jun 2011


grrrrr,my mom keep blabbering me cause my bangs looks like ghost HAHAHA.
whatever,i don't have any intention to cut it till i take my report book.
not a bad night,but doesn't mean a GOOD one.

Goodluck for tonight,drummer <3


and spend some minutes to check my friend's channel,thanks:D


10 Mei 2011

S U P E R B - B L A N K x)

some nice picts :D

doing nothing now just sit between Fedrik and Christyy. i don't know what they are doing exactly. maybe searching for some Swifties hahahaha.
so tired today,MEDAN is too hot to be lived.
feel like there are 5 suns in the sky. fth!

30 Apr 2011

May's beginning.

i can't sleep well these 2 days. i just got so many things to think about.
woke up at 8 am today and it's a record. too be true,Brunos' lyrics are really decribe what i'm feeling right now.
happiness? no no no it's a big WRONG. sadness? triple yes!
what i want to do now is like erghh just read the lyric and you'll get it.
i know you're reading this blog and as i know you're never late.
i want to be an easylaugh again as i was. so many bittersweet memories in this month. some of them make me laugh and some make my eyes sweat.
and i won't ever delete them from my memories.
have so many wishes in this May.

1) God bless all people in the world.

2) shitty teacher makes me wonder if i can take the report myself.
= i wish i can take the report myself.

3) this may i'll have my final exam.
= i wish i can pass it and all people do too.

4) i want the times pass quickly.
= so i can enjoy my holiday soon.

5) i want have doraemon.
= i can go everywhere i want to go.

6) i'm still stuck at 42 kg.
= i wish i can gain it becomes 52 kg.

7) i'm too high,it's about 170 cm.
= i wish i can shorter 5cm.

8) i don't have dimple.
= i wish when i wake up there's dimple on my cheek.

9) i love muscleman as always.
= i wish he does too :)

10) Today my life begins and the past was over. no more bad things in this month. April,see you next year :D

Today my life begins.
I've been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waithing it's mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I've learn how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave that past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

Life's to short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins

end of april.

it's 30th april now. tomorrow is mayy,so many kind of things in this april. laughter,happiness,sadness and many others. just did sharing to carlos yesterday night hahahaha sometimes i pitty him,girl makes him becomes mad lmaoo. he will study at Jakarta and tomorrow afternoon he will fly lol. TONS OF LUCKS DUDE:D

i have no things to blog about since that time,when you said it.i feel kinda bored now just blogging and listen to some songs. just finished videos with fedrik and edwin. not too bad i'll upload hem soon.

- no more tears
- no more cry
- no more homeworks
- yes more to holiday
- yes more to laughter and happiness


22 Apr 2011

thingumajig D;

this morning,i skipped my school,and sir larry's class. slept late expressly,this fuckin headache comes wilder. i LOVE it cause i can SKIPPed :D

about that forgiveness,it's quite complicated,but it's better now :)
little bit spirit yeeeyy. is in busy,will do the eng tasks,just waiting till done:)

anyway,carlos just sent me his editing pict. here it is.
what a shame:D

just remembered,i've finished that pict editing and set is as a wallpaper,muscleman \m/
how i wish i can upload it,if there's no stalker :(

jacobbbb O.O

<3 <3 <3

his sweet and white teeth smile ;)

listening to ENCHANTED-owlcity. i've heard that song for more than 20 times i think \m/ ilove the lyrics he changed as a reply <3

Tay: please don't be in love with someone else.
Adam: i was never in love with someone else.
Tay: please don't have somebody waiting on you.
Adam: i never had somebody waiting on me.


21 Apr 2011


Easter, the principal festival of the Christian church year, celebrates the Resurrection of Jesus Christ on the third day after his Crucifixion. The origins of Easter date to the beginnings of Christianity, and it is probably the oldest Christian observance after the Sabbath (observed on Saturday). Later, the Sabbath subsequently came to be regarded as the weekly celebration of the Resurrection.

Cute Running Puppy