May's beginning.

i can't sleep well these 2 days. i just got so many things to think about.

woke up at 8 am today and it's a record. too be true,Brunos' lyrics are really decribe what i'm feeling right now.

happiness? no no no it's a big WRONG. sadness? triple yes!

what i want to do now is like erghh just read the lyric and you'll get it.

i know you're reading this blog and as i know you're never late.

i want to be an easylaugh again as i was. so many bittersweet memories in this month. some of them make me laugh and some make my eyes sweat.

and i won't ever delete them from my memories.

have so many wishes in this May.

1) God bless all people in the world.

2) shitty teacher makes me wonder if i can take the report myself.

= i wish i can take the report myself.

3) this may i'll have my final exam.

= i wish i can pass it and all people do too.

4) i want the times pass quickly.

= so i can enjoy my holiday soon.

5) i want have doraemon.

= i can go everywhere i want to go.

6) i'm still stuck at 42 kg.

= i wish i can gain it becomes 52 kg.

7) i'm too high,it's about 170 cm.

= i wish i can shorter 5cm.

8) i don't have dimple.

= i wish when i wake up there's dimple on my cheek.

9) i love muscleman as always.

= i wish he does too :)

10) Today my life begins and the past was over. no more bad things in this month. April,see you next year :D

Today my life begins.

I've been working hard so long

Seems like pain has been my only friend

My fragile heart's been done so wrong

I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waithing it's mine for the taking

I know I can make it today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone

And I've learn how to leave it where it is

And I see that I was wrong

For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me

Leave that past behind me today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking

I know I can make it today my life begins

Life's to short to have regrets

So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget

Only have one life to live

So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking

I know I can make it today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting its mine for the taking

I know I can make it today my life begins