sickening away

hi. everything seems so wrong. both sweetdream and nightmare were sickening me away. it's just happened in dream and i only can have that truly wide smile through it. smiled when i was dreaming and weeped when i was awake. yes it's exist in my sweetdream only. never thought that it could be like this. never imagined. no one can guess out the things.
my whole body is recovered already from the painful of walking too much in four days. skipped hollywood farewell part and had a short holiday at spore. i was dull messed bcause my ipod's screen is CRACK. you have no idea how i was ruined when i saw the crack :'(
em,my brain finally can work and i can think about maturity things a bit. slowly but sure. well,i think it's been more than enough. 17 years leaning on people around and i'm tired of being called "anak mami". time to stand up by self and show them that i can be one till people who ever spurned me will lick and clean up their own mouth lol,byeee.