nothing seems right

so hi. i'm in a terribly messed mood. everyone is sickening me off nowadays. people around me are like transforming into a flock of irritating beings, no exception. everything i do, whatever i say, they seem like something which are smelled so icky. those nights where i have second thoughts about everything and nothing feels right anymore. when nothing seems enough, when the world feels like its falling apart, when i feel no one there. what a pathetic life i'm living in, so yeah i hope my parents will stop deem me as a 5 years old kiddo. big sigh for these days.

the difference between the right word and the almost right word is the difference between lightning and a lightning bug. - Mark Twain