hi! i'm so so excited with august and feel like can't wait anymore. i have my own reason why i wish "please be a bit sooner". will start working on 1st of august. idk why i'm so over excited. will it just in the beginning,for a week only,a month? or maybe my laziness has been totally trashed away indeed hoho. big fams will reach medan soon and going to meet and have a duet with ma' bro! way too excited yet will feel so sad for sure. going to move out soonly. i should prepare everything i need. start from my daily-used stuffs till the things i need for my college later. will miss mom's dishes,surely! maybe this is the best way to make myself for being an independent. yes besties keep blabbering me about this. i need to be an independent girl as soon as possible. and a bit girly maybe. too many people had critized me with "you're too fierce" "is your smile so expensive?" i need to change very very soon. being mixed in a big society ain't that easy and simple. i should add a wider smile on my face,like really. and be a bit friendly to strangers? -.-
em,fedrik will come back this month but edwin is going to leave soon. really miss these two boys. they're the best besties ever! need to spend more times with them. and hell kinda miss school so bad. life will be so hard after you're graduated LOL. and it's so damn true.
anyway,i don't like if the things which i've tombed deeply being digged again. some people do this to me though i know it's unconsciously. i think nothing else matters to me anymore. it should be like this and i should strenghten myself more than before,i guess hahahaha. the less you give a fuck,the happier you will be. the best quote to bring you to a better life. promises are just shits and that's all :)
"keep heart free from hate and keep mind free from worry."
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